10/05/12
Today is the first day that we have lessons as normal after finishing the Common Test. We have been given back our Geography paper by Mr Tan. The result was quite disappointing as it was much worse than I expected, but I heard that the whole grade was not well done and mine was above the average level. This piece of news did make me feel better and at the same time I knew that I was improving. Perhaps it is slow, but I have moved on. My best friend Ziying also did not do well in this exam, she scored the same marks as mine. She could not help herself cry. (sign)I tried my very best to comfort her, in fact , I thought that it was quite common that we were not able to always stay positive. She had been given herself a lot of pressure before the test, she was really a hard-working girl but sometimes we needed to give chance for ourself to fail. From that and only from that, we will know how hard we have been through and grow up. Mr Tan said that he could see I had made an effort for this paper but I did not read and understand the questions carefully enough, I lost one or two marks here and there. I did not catch the points. And i thought this was my problem and I should pay more attention to it.
There was another thing that made me very depressed. I had a strong feeling that my A Math could not get A1. Mr Ingham gave us the answers of the paper but he did not finish marking. Math is always my preponderant subject. The reason was not because I did not know how to solve the questions. It was because that I did not have enough time to to them. I even did not read some of the questions during the exam. This was 100% unforgivable. I always work out math problems very slowly as I do not want t go back and check. But at this time, this kind of method did not work. (scream!!!!)
NEVER MIND!!!
I believe in myself. I will be able to make everything wonderful in the future. Also, I still have a group of perfect teachers and my dear friends to support me. :)We are having our FOE test tomorrow. >< Stay calm and revise on.....
The most important thing is that, I am going home(lol)!!!
I miss my family so much. Although it is not a long holiday, i am very happy that I can spend time with them. I have never left them such a long time since i was born. My grandmother even have begun to weite down the menu of every meal so that i can eat better at home because she knows that the meals here are quite bad. When my mom told me this, I could not be more touched. Yup...I am gonna have an amazing holiday!!! SO i have the courage to face all problems.
BTW..
Ms Kaur..have you finished marking our Eng paper? :x
